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[quote author=Anonymous link=msg=369063 date=1593435869]
<t>I have drank excessively.  Pretty much every single day.  Yes, my brain loves drinking!  However, everything else doesn't like my drinking...  Remember, it's often the "one is too many, and 12 isn't enough" scenario with me.

My Mother essentially drank herself to death at a fairly early age.  I am neglecting what I should be doing, mainly because of the drink.  I have become lazy, and am neglecting even the basics.  I don't want to be like my Mother.

It's hard though, because at the end of the day, everyone wants some 'relief'...  You want some 'downtime.'  Something to look forward to...  The drink is that to what I can look forward to provide that!

When personal hygiene starts becoming a chore, and when you shit diarrhea three times a day, I can recognize a problem.

I have fucked up jobs, and relationships also, with the drink.  I have also shitposted on forums for countless hours due to the drink also...  It's an easy thing to do.

It won't end well for me if I spend half my life drinking, even if I can try to keep shit under control...  I can keep it controlled quite well, until I can't.

I have so many responsibilities right now that I'm neglecting, and I also am not experiencing what life has to offer, since I'm only focused on really only one goal.

It's hard to explain to someone that doesn't like the drink, but I think I've had enough.  I wan't to emerge as Victor, before it manages to bring me down...</t>
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Posted by Anonymous

- July 10, 2020, 12:25:33 PM

~~Quote from: Joker post_id=370674 time=1594378043~~
What's yellow and lives on beatles?

Yoko Ono

That's older than Chinese century eggs.

Posted by Frood

- July 10, 2020, 09:10:51 AM

Paul McCartney's bladder bag?

Posted by Anonymous

- July 10, 2020, 06:47:23 AM

What's yellow and lives on beatles?

Posted by Anonymous

- July 09, 2020, 05:13:14 PM

~~Quote from: Guest post_id=370315 time=1594203496~~
Here is a song from a famous junkie stripper who called himself John Lennon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoUR3rBXXSM">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoUR3rBXXSM

And unlike Cold Turkey or Happiness Is A Warm Gun it has no drug references in it. So Dovey probably hates it.

People seem to forget who solved the American Beatle infestation.

You can thank me later.

Posted by Anonymous

- July 08, 2020, 06:18:16 AM

Here is a song from a famous junkie stripper who called himself John Lennon.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoUR3rBXXSM">https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoUR3rBXXSM

And unlike Cold Turkey or Happiness Is A Warm Gun it has no drug references in it. So Dovey probably hates it.

Posted by Anonymous

- July 08, 2020, 05:43:32 AM

~~Quote from: Guest post_id=370214 time=1594117272~~
~~Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=370136 time=1594085646 user_id=3214~~
Substance abuse abstinence advice provided by a junkie

It's like reading a piece on the value of Jewish life authored by Hitler

Cough sryup ?

Is dove back?

Must be. Did you know that she is convinced that every second song ever performed had drug references in it? So glad I don't have THAT monkey on my back! ac_biggrin

Posted by Anonymous

- July 07, 2020, 06:21:12 AM

~~Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=370136 time=1594085646 user_id=3214~~
Substance abuse abstinence advice provided by a junkie

It's like reading a piece on the value of Jewish life authored by Hitler

Cough sryup ?

Is dove back?

Posted by Anonymous

- July 07, 2020, 05:14:18 AM

~~Quote from: "Berry Sweet" post_id=370122 time=1594080489 user_id=164~~
Mel, how much alcohol can you consume in one sitting?

More than most can, and I'll leave it at that...

Posted by Biggie Smiles

- July 06, 2020, 09:34:06 PM

Substance abuse abstinence advice provided by a junkie

It's like reading a piece on the value of Jewish life authored by Hitler

Cough sryup ?

Posted by Anonymous

- July 06, 2020, 09:05:54 PM

~~Quote from: Odinson post_id=370087 time=1594063084 user_id=136~~
I quit on my own..

Its not impossible.

~~Quote from: "Berry Sweet" post_id=370120 time=1594080181 user_id=164~~
I quit on my own too...

Of course it's possible, that was my point. A "higher power" is not an essential component to success in all cases, hence my earlier comments to Neigh-neigh.

Of course Mel might not enjoy the level of self control required and that is fine too. He can always defer to the 12 Step Program and grovel in front of the Magical Skyfairy if he prefers to take the easy way out.

Posted by Anonymous

- July 06, 2020, 08:19:37 PM

~~Quote from: "Berry Sweet" post_id=370120 time=1594080181 user_id=164~~
I quit on my own too...I quit for my kid. Don't tell yourself, tomorrow, tell yourself, today is the day...and give yourself some boundaries.

But, you will still come sit on old Herman's knee and drink some barrel wash.

Posted by Berry Sweet

- July 06, 2020, 08:08:09 PM

Mel, how much alcohol can you consume in one sitting?

Posted by Berry Sweet

- July 06, 2020, 08:03:01 PM

I quit on my own too...I quit for my kid. Don't tell yourself, tomorrow, tell yourself, today is the day...and give yourself some boundaries.

Posted by Odinson

- July 06, 2020, 03:18:04 PM

I quit on my own..

Its not impossible.

Melskie is a lightweight compared to a vodka belt gentleman like myself.

Posted by Frood

- July 05, 2020, 09:36:16 PM

Shen's arse can be used as a carpentry level....