Old Herman does. I have been thinking about it a lot lately.
			
			
			
				That's a subject I find difficult to ponder with any seriousness because I can't actually know how much time I have left.
I could drop tomorrow or 30 years from now; the difference between those possibilities renders the whole question moot for me.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=464385 time=1657933595 user_id=3381
That's a subject I find difficult to ponder with any seriousness because I can't actually know how much time I have left.
I could drop tomorrow or 30 years from now; the difference between those possibilities renders the whole question moot for me.
I hear ya. A month ago I would have said the same thing.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=464389 time=1657933794 user_id=1689
I hear ya. A month ago I would have said the same thing.
I presume something has narrowed that range for you a bit?
That would definitely bring the topic into sharper focus.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=464390 time=1657933939 user_id=3381
Quote from: Herman post_id=464389 time=1657933794 user_id=1689
I hear ya. A month ago I would have said the same thing.
I presume something has narrowed that range for you a bit?
It has. I will get into it after a few more thimbles of swish. That is if old Flea doesn't get me another twelve hour timeout first.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=464393 time=1657934316 user_id=1689
Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=464390 time=1657933939 user_id=3381
I presume something has narrowed that range for you a bit?
It has. I will get into it after a few more thimbles of swish. That is if old Flea doesn't get me another twelve hour timeout first.
 ac_unsure
			 
			
			
				Flea did what??
			
			
			
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https://thebluecashew.net/viewtopic.php?t=14552
			
			
			
				Damn Herm you ok dude?
			
			
			
				TBH we are born and we die and what we do in between while that is up to the person 
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mNEUkkoUoIA
			
			
			
				Quote from: weebles post_id=464415 time=1657938902 user_id=2191
Damn Herm you ok dude?
No, I aint.
			 
			
			
				As Captain Picard said "I am becoming more and more aware that there are fewer days ahead than there are behind".
I kinda think about this every day and it reminds me to enjoy the time I have left and not to get riled up over meaningless crap.
Of course not everyone considers watching bowling on tv while eating pork rinds to be enjoyment but, well, it works for me. 
Hope to hear you're doing better soon
			
			
			
				I'm an agnostic absurdist.  I think about death but not like most people.  I also read about NDEs a lot.
			
			
			
				I don't think about the quantity of time I have left. I think about how I'm going to make quality use of it.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=464377 time=1657932969 user_id=1689
Old Herman does. I have been thinking about it a lot lately.
I occasionally think about it. But, I don't usually discuss it with anybody.
			 
			
			
				I consider it on occasion but generally ignore it.... will reconsider after I croak.
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Dinky Dazza" post_id=464716 time=1658019683 user_id=1676
I consider it on occasion but generally ignore it.... will reconsider after I croak.
A week ago I thought the same.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=464567 time=1657994451 user_id=3382
I'm an agnostic absurdist.  I think about death but not like most people.  I also read about NDEs a lot.
 I love reading about NDEs. 
 There are support groups for people who have experienced them and are depressed and angry that they came back. They so deeply desire to return to where ever they went.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=465184 time=1658115711 user_id=3266
Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=464567 time=1657994451 user_id=3382
I'm an agnostic absurdist.  I think about death but not like most people.  I also read about NDEs a lot.
 I love reading about NDEs. 
 There are support groups for people who have experienced them and are depressed and angry that they came back. They so deeply desire to return to where ever they went.
So I've heard, and from the accounts, I don't blame them.  A feeling of warmth and love washing over them and then returning to... this, it probably causes an intense need for therapy.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=465184 time=1658115711 user_id=3266
Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=464567 time=1657994451 user_id=3382
I'm an agnostic absurdist.  I think about death but not like most people.  I also read about NDEs a lot.
 I love reading about NDEs. 
 There are support groups for people who have experienced them and are depressed and angry that they came back. They so deeply desire to return to where ever they went.
I looked that up. I don't know anybody that went to the other side and came back.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=465187 time=1658115953 user_id=1689
Quote from: Dove post_id=465184 time=1658115711 user_id=3266
 I love reading about NDEs. 
 There are support groups for people who have experienced them and are depressed and angry that they came back. They so deeply desire to return to where ever they went.
I looked that up. I don't know anybody that went to the other side and came back.
https://youtu.be/fVoOScxhJ9M
			 
			
			
				Thanks kid. I am going to order that book.
			
			
			
				I am nominally Catholic. I have watched videos about NDE's. It's fascinating even if some of their stories are fake.
			
			
			
				I must have missed it...
Do you have some kind of a doctors diagnosis, Herman?
			
			
			
				Quote from: seoulbro post_id=465249 time=1658160618 user_id=114
I am nominally Catholic. I have watched videos about NDE's. It's fascinating even if some of their stories are fake.
99% of the ones I've read tell of a positive experience, but there were a few where the "dead" person recalled a feeling of dread and terror.  But yes, I'm 100% positive there are those who make up vivid fiction just to see it posted in the NDE database.
https://www.nderf.org/
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=465278 time=1658169996 user_id=136
I must have missed it...
Do you have some kind of a doctors diagnosis, Herman?
He does.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=465187 time=1658115953 user_id=1689
Quote from: Dove post_id=465184 time=1658115711 user_id=3266
 I love reading about NDEs. 
 There are support groups for people who have experienced them and are depressed and angry that they came back. They so deeply desire to return to where ever they went.
I looked that up. I don't know anybody that went to the other side and came back.
Herm you just need to do a DMT trip it is the same exact chemical naturally released by the brain when you die.
Say hello to the machine elves for me tho  :001_tongue:  :laugh:
			 
			
			
				Quote from: weebles post_id=466012 time=1658370495 user_id=2191
Quote from: Herman post_id=465187 time=1658115953 user_id=1689
I looked that up. I don't know anybody that went to the other side and came back.
Herm you just need to do a DMT trip it is the same exact chemical naturally released by the brain when you die.
Say hello to the machine elves for me tho  :001_tongue:  :laugh:
It's supposed to be like mushrooms or acid.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=466015 time=1658370763 user_id=1689
Quote from: weebles post_id=466012 time=1658370495 user_id=2191
Herm you just need to do a DMT trip it is the same exact chemical naturally released by the brain when you die.
Say hello to the machine elves for me tho  :001_tongue:  :laugh:
No is a understatement it lasts just about 5 minutes and you live a million different life times all at once it is hard to explain TBH...   
			
			
				Quote from: weebles post_id=466021 time=1658371503 user_id=2191
Quote from: Herman post_id=466015 time=1658370763 user_id=1689
No is a understatement it lasts just about 5 minutes and you live a million different life times all at once it is hard to explain TBH...  
Good to know when I need it.
			 
			
			
				
Seize the day, Hermie. Hell! Seize every hour!
Never miss an opportunity to tell your loved ones--and say it loud--just how much you love them and how much they mean to you.
Go walk in the fields under a blue sky. Taste the air as though you're tasting it for the very first time. Do this every day.
Above all, trust the universe! The universe means us no harm; it's both our cradle and our grave, and that's not only how things are, but it's how they 
As Shakespeare once wrote, "there's nothing good or bad except our thinking makes it so." So maybe try to look at things, to look at your life, from a different angle.
We are beautiful creatures, we are. But, yes, we are both fragile and finite. And this makes our life more poignant and our death more meaningful. And vice versa.
Whatever it is you're going through, Herm, you're not going through it alone.
			
			
			
				Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=465301 time=1658174967 user_id=3382
Quote from: seoulbro post_id=465249 time=1658160618 user_id=114
I am nominally Catholic. I have watched videos about NDE's. It's fascinating even if some of their stories are fake.
99% of the ones I've read tell of a positive experience, but there were a few where the "dead" person recalled a feeling of dread and terror.  But yes, I'm 100% positive there are those who make up vivid fiction just to see it posted in the NDE database.
https://www.nderf.org/
I had NDE type experiences and astral stuff happen as a young child up until about 10 years old, and once again when I was 18 or 19 after years of nothing. 
Most of it I would immediately not be able to remember any details.... just the mood of it. It was like I was prevented from storing it in my memories as I was repeating it out loud and awake trying to commit the details. I'd literally have 10-15 seconds from waking to memory wipe. The last time, I lost all English ability as I was trying to get it out to a family member in time. I was able to start in English but as soon as I was about to say the heavy stuff, it was like something flicked a switch and I got the distinct feeling that it was intentional and not by me. 
But on a few occasions I remember a woman in these states telling me what my life had in store for me... I can recall that she was positive but stoic though I could not retain any of the details she said after waking. There is a whole other world or worlds on the other side and I suspect a series of protocols, limitations, and bans on certain exchanges of information or knowledge. 
Why I've had these experiences is still beyond me but I get the feeling that our minds and souls have a dual OS... one runs in our perceived reality and the other in different realm/s. 
Use of techniques and certain drugs however has shown limited success in accessing those realms from our realities. 
Dunno....
			 
			
			
				I was worried that my teeny weeny drinking problem might have fucked up my organs...
But turns out my liver is made of asbestos.
The values were elevated but went back to normal after I quit.
I drank copious amounts of vodka and beer a day.
The amount is inconceivable to people who aint from the vodka-block countries.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=466240 time=1658521978 user_id=136
I was worried that my teeny weeny drinking problem might have fucked up my organs...
But turns out my liver is made of asbestos.
The values were elevated but went back to normal after I quit.
I drank copious amounts of vodka and beer a day.
The amount is inconceivable to people who aint from the vodka-block countries.
The human body is remarkably resilient!  That's why I laugh when people complain about catching a whiff of some second hand smoke...  It's like, you'll be OK and live to see another day!
			 
			
			
				My daughters boyfriends step mom went to the doctor a week ago due to back pain she had been dealing with for several months. 
 It turned out to be aggresive lung cancer and she sadly passed away a few days ago.  Just days after that diagnosis. 
 Leaving everyone shocked and heart broken. My daughter is devastated. She really got along well with the woman and of course her boyfriend is completely devastated. 
 We are going to her funeral this coming week. So sad. And scary. She was only 53. 
 And now my daughter is also kinda freaky about me and her dad wanting us to go to the doctor and be checked out for every cancer in existence.  
 I made my oldest daughter my POA if the day comes where I cannot make my own decisions, my oldest will be the authority on what happens to me.  
 If something happened to me where I'm on life support and it doesnt look good....like I wont make a good enough recovery to have a decent quality of life, I do not trust my husband to let me die. 
 Everyone....EVERYONE....should make sure their final wishes are known and prepared for.  I know none of us like to think about that sort of thing, but if we are younger and healthy accidents CAN and DO happen every single day. And if you have any opinions on how youd like to be treated or how you want it handled if you crash and need a full code it's best to get all that handled and made legal so you are prepared. 
 I've been part of a code team where we had to do a full code on an 82 year old woman with terminal cancer because her family didnt want to let her go and were waiting for God intervene.  We had to medically torture an old and suffering woman who did NOT want to be resussed so she could lay and shit on herself for another week before she died(and thank God the family decided to allow it during a come to Jesus meeting her doctor and our DON had with them). 
 Get someone involved legally to make your decisions for you who you trust will do the right thing by you. I've seen so much shit go down like this. I saw a 33 year old who was overdosed and actually died be resussed, brought to the hospital and go to intensive care where they found he had global brain damage so badly this poor guy is spending the rest of his life as a vegetable.  He cannot talk to anyone. He cant move on his own, his hands and legs are always contorted, he has no bowel control, and he isnt going to recover enough to have any quality of life. 
 Sure enough, his family thinks as long as is opening his eyes there is hope so he will continue to be a full code. He is probably 37 now and is just gonna be alive like that. His eyes were dead. He is alive and he opens his eyes....but there is no spirit in there. It's really sad and horrifying what can happen to people and no one ever thinks it's going to happen to them. 
 So whether or not we all think about how much time we may have left....its absolutely better to make sure whenever that time arrives we have our ducks in a row and are ready for it. I have a peace with death. I'm not excited about dying....I don't plan on dying soon, but knowing I'm prepared for it makes me feel better and more at peace with it.  I dont think my daughters boyfriends step mother was thinking she only had days to live when she went in to get a back ache looked at. I hear she died well, though. That she had accepted it and went out of this world in peace.  I think about that more than wondering about how much time I have left.....I want to die well. Not scared or in pain or fighting it.  And I want the memory of my death to be good ones for my daughters.  I dont want to leave them traumatized and if they see me go bravely and peacefully it may help them come to terms with death and not see it as terrifying. 
 That's what I hope, at least.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Blurt post_id=466048 time=1658378099 user_id=1974
Seize the day, Hermie. Hell! Seize every hour!
Never miss an opportunity to tell your loved ones--and say it loud--just how much you love them and how much they mean to you.
Go walk in the fields under a blue sky. Taste the air as though you're tasting it for the very first time. Do this every day.
Above all, trust the universe! The universe means us no harm; it's both our cradle and our grave, and that's not only how things are, but it's how they 
As Shakespeare once wrote, "there's nothing good or bad except our thinking makes it so." So maybe try to look at things, to look at your life, from a different angle.
We are beautiful creatures, we are. But, yes, we are both fragile and finite. And this makes our life more poignant and our death more meaningful. And vice versa.
Whatever it is you're going through, Herm, you're not going through it alone.
I got a million thoughts going through my head when I am sober. And I got to be sober until Tuesday. Maybe old Herman will read a little Shakespeare.
			 
			
			
				I want to be burnt up when I go.  I guess I should write it down.
Sorry to hear of your/your daughter's loss, Dove.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=466263 time=1658528972 user_id=3266
Everyone....EVERYONE....should make sure their final wishes are known and prepared for.  I know none of us like to think about that sort of thing, but if we are younger and healthy accidents CAN and DO happen every single day. And if you have any opinions on how youd like to be treated or how you want it handled if you crash and need a full code it's best to get all that handled and made legal so you are prepared. 
I got everything sorted out here quite a few year ago.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=466309 time=1658537509 user_id=3382
I want to be burnt up when I go.  I guess I should write it down.
Same, but only because nobody seems at all interested in actually following through with having me mulched.
I swear there's just no sense of adventure in this family.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=466319 time=1658538054 user_id=3381
Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=466309 time=1658537509 user_id=3382
I want to be burnt up when I go.  I guess I should write it down.
Same, but only because nobody seems at all interested in actually following through with having me mulched.
I swear there's just no sense of adventure in this family.
Isn't everyone essentially mulch when they die, and inevitable mulch when they're alive?
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=465301 time=1658174967 user_id=3382
Quote from: seoulbro post_id=465249 time=1658160618 user_id=114
I am nominally Catholic. I have watched videos about NDE's. It's fascinating even if some of their stories are fake.
99% of the ones I've read tell of a positive experience, but there were a few where the "dead" person recalled a feeling of dread and terror.  But yes, I'm 100% positive there are those who make up vivid fiction just to see it posted in the NDE database.
https://www.nderf.org/
 When I was in detox, I had a roommate who was also detoxing. I felt so bad for her because she lied to the nurse about her last use of heroin. Her thinking was she didnt want to feel ANY discomfort from withdrawal (which is impossible and unrealistic). 
 The problem with her lying was, if you take the detox meds(subutex) too soon, it will actually throw you into full blown withdrawal that cannot be stopped. Precipitated withdrawal. And its HELL.  I knew about this ahead of time because my husband told me when he dropped me off so I wouldnt end up doing that and being miserable. 
 So she took the meds way too soon and ended having a really bad few days. I spent a lot of time with her trying to help her.  She was SO sick and there was nothing anyone could do. 
 So we started talking about why we used, what made us decide we needed help.  She had told me that she had a very strong dose of heroin that likely had fentanyl in it, got into a fight and got beaten up and left outside. And overdosed. 
 So she tells me she ended up in a place that she believes was hell. She said it was terrifying, and she could hear all these people crying and screaming. And she wasnt religious or raised in any religious anything. But she said she knew where she was and said she knew she deserved to be there.  She went into how it was so bad and awful in ways that couldnt describe with words, and that she would rather lay there in precipitated withdrawal 100 times over than ever be back in that place again. 
 She had two daughters and one was an infant at the time. They were living with her mother as a foster situation, the state removed them from her. 
 We got pretty close and when we left that rehab, she went home and I went to another program (the 3 year one).  She relapsed and died a few years ago. :/  
 I believed her about her experience and it wasnt something she was advertising or telling people, she was more embarrassed about it and didnt want people to think she was lying or crazy or that it was drug fueled delusion. She was adamant she was there.  
 Mostly when people talk about their NDEs it's good things and happy things. We dont hear much from people who had a horrifying experience.
			 
			
			
				https://youtu.be/u44D3qKKGPU
			
			
			
				Quote from: Blurt post_id=466362 time=1658543875 user_id=1974
https://youtu.be/u44D3qKKGPU
That movie a three out of five stars. That is all it deserves.
			 
			
			
				you ok Herman?
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=466374 time=1658546165 user_id=3214
you ok Herman?
Not really. Give me a minute and then check your messages.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Melson Gibson" post_id=466242 time=1658522675
Quote from: Odinson post_id=466240 time=1658521978 user_id=136
I was worried that my teeny weeny drinking problem might have fucked up my organs...
But turns out my liver is made of asbestos.
The values were elevated but went back to normal after I quit.
I drank copious amounts of vodka and beer a day.
The amount is inconceivable to people who aint from the vodka-block countries.
The human body is remarkably resilient!  That's why I laugh when people complain about catching a whiff of some second hand smoke...  It's like, you'll be OK and live to see another day!
They breathe in all kinds of toxins during the day... Its somehow cool to bitch about smoking.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: cw_ post_id=466321 time=1658538672 user_id=3226
Isn't everyone essentially mulch when they die, and inevitable mulch when they're alive?
Metaphorically, I suppose.
But I'm talking about literally... like tossing me into a wood chipper and deliberately using my remains to fertilize a garden.
That's not as wasteful as cremation and way way more sensible than burying me deep in ground that could be put to so many better uses than dead body storage.
Cemeteries are the only wastes of space even more ridiculous than golf courses.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=466394 time=1658571773 user_id=3381
Quote from: cw_ post_id=466321 time=1658538672 user_id=3226
Isn't everyone essentially mulch when they die, and inevitable mulch when they're alive?
Metaphorically, I suppose.
But I'm talking about literally... like tossing me into a wood chipper and deliberately using my remains to fertilize a garden.
That's not as wasteful as cremation and way way more sensible than burying me deep in ground that could be put to so many better uses than dead body storage.
Seoul will disagree.
 :laugh:
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466401 time=1658576151 user_id=3254
Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=466394 time=1658571773 user_id=3381
Seoul will disagree.
 :laugh:
So would/does my brother.   :icon_wink:
			 
			
			
				Golf is the true game of kings. And royalty wannabes.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=466394 time=1658571773 user_id=3381
Quote from: cw_ post_id=466321 time=1658538672 user_id=3226
Isn't everyone essentially mulch when they die, and inevitable mulch when they're alive?
Metaphorically, I suppose.
But I'm talking about literally... like tossing me into a wood chipper and deliberately using my remains to fertilize a garden.
That's not as wasteful as cremation and way way more sensible than burying me deep in ground that could be put to so many better uses than dead body storage.
Cemeteries are the only wastes of space even more ridiculous than golf courses.
 I'd like to be consumed by animals. 
 We have all these laws though so even final wishes are regulated lol
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=466426 time=1658586625 user_id=3266
 I'd like to be consumed by animals. 
 We have all these laws though so even final wishes are regulated lol
More's the pity.
A bier atop McAfee's Knob or Dragon's Tooth...
...in a year or two they could collect whatever bones are left and give them to local goths for making artsy accessories or lamps or whatever.
Yeah. That would be favorite.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=466452 time=1658590065 user_id=3381
Quote from: Dove post_id=466426 time=1658586625 user_id=3266
 I'd like to be consumed by animals. 
 We have all these laws though so even final wishes are regulated lol
More's the pity.
A bier atop McAfee's Knob or Dragon's Tooth...
...in a year or two they could collect whatever bones are left and give them to local goths for making artsy accessories or lamps or whatever.
Yeah. That would be favorite.
 Bahahaha.....YES lol.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=466363 time=1658544003 user_id=1689
That movie a three out of five stars. That is all it deserves.
I pray tomorrow goes well for you Herman.
 ac_smile
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466636 time=1658713342 user_id=3254
Quote from: Herman post_id=466363 time=1658544003 user_id=1689
That movie a three out of five stars. That is all it deserves.
I pray tomorrow goes well for you Herman.
 ac_smile
Thanks kid. I don't think I will sleep much tonight.
			 
			
			
				Good luck Herman whatever it is.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=466638 time=1658714053 user_id=1689
Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466636 time=1658713342 user_id=3254
I pray tomorrow goes well for you Herman.
 ac_smile
Thanks kid. I don't think I will sleep much tonight.
I thought it was Tuesday Herm. Unless there is a pre op or they changed the date. Bumping up dates happens a lot in Ontario for medical procedures.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: seoulbro post_id=466659 time=1658747593 user_id=114
Quote from: Herman post_id=466638 time=1658714053 user_id=1689
Thanks kid. I don't think I will sleep much tonight.
I thought it was Tuesday Herm. Unless there is a pre op or they changed the date. Bumping up dates happens a lot in Ontario for medical procedures.
I am pretty sure it is today. I think they will release him tomorrow 24 hours after surgery.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=464377 time=1657932969 user_id=1689
Old Herman does. I have been thinking about it a lot lately.
What's going on Herman?
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Thiel post_id=466765 time=1658801707 user_id=1688
Quote from: Herman post_id=464377 time=1657932969 user_id=1689
Old Herman does. I have been thinking about it a lot lately.
What's going on Herman?
Keep Herman in your prayers.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466770 time=1658803787 user_id=3254
Quote from: Thiel post_id=466765 time=1658801707 user_id=1688
What's going on Herman?
Keep Herman in your prayers.
I would like to know, but I won't pry.
			 
			
			
				To be honest, I didn't like Herman. I think he's a pig. He has changed a little since he became a grandfather. I don't know what is wrong medically,  but I truly hope he is ok.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Velvet post_id=466881 time=1658879414 user_id=2021
To be honest, I didn't like Herman. I think he's a pig. He has changed a little since he became a grandfather. I don't know what is wrong medically,  but I truly hope he is ok.
I'm a pig too on these forums and say disparaging things for larfs against both men and women (the only two real genders btw....  ac_biggrin )... 
We've all got different senses of humour. I reckon Herman is a big cuddly teddy bear in real life..... (especially on the barrel wash)....
			 
			
			
				I Know some people here have Herm's cell number..
If anybody has information about how he's doing, let me know privately please.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466912 time=1658936272 user_id=3254
I Know some people here have Herm's cell number..
If anybody has information about how he's doing, let me know privately please.
He was just released from the hospital. I will text him Saturday or Sunday.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Dinky Dazza" post_id=466896 time=1658914567 user_id=1676
Quote from: Velvet post_id=466881 time=1658879414 user_id=2021
To be honest, I didn't like Herman. I think he's a pig. He has changed a little since he became a grandfather. I don't know what is wrong medically,  but I truly hope he is ok.
I'm a pig too on these forums and say disparaging things for larfs against both men and women (the only two real genders btw....  ac_biggrin )... 
We've all got different senses of humour. I reckon Herman is a big cuddly teddy bear in real life..... (especially on the barrel wash)....
Something forumites don't know about Herman is that he's a multi-millionaire. The only other person on the forumz that has more money than him is Zetsu. Has anybody ever seen Herman brag about his wealth? He's a classy man.
			 
			
			
				Get well soon Herman, we're all pulling for you!
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Oliver Clotheshoffe" post_id=466937 time=1658948481 user_id=3349
Get well soon Herman, we're all pulling for you!
Um.... I'm not "pulling" any bloke or "rooting" for guys either....
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Dinky Dazza" post_id=466943 time=1658949494 user_id=1676
Um.... I'm not "pulling" any bloke or "rooting" for guys either....
I said I'm pulling for him, not pulling on him...   :laugh:
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=466926 time=1658940872 user_id=56
Quote from: "Dinky Dazza" post_id=466896 time=1658914567 user_id=1676
I'm a pig too on these forums and say disparaging things for larfs against both men and women (the only two real genders btw....  ac_biggrin )... 
We've all got different senses of humour. I reckon Herman is a big cuddly teddy bear in real life..... (especially on the barrel wash)....
Something forumites don't know about Herman is that he's a multi-millionaire. 
Really?? Is Herman hetero?
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Thiel post_id=466964 time=1658967398 user_id=1688
Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=466926 time=1658940872 user_id=56
Something forumites don't know about Herman is that he's a multi-millionaire. 
Really?? Is Herman hetero?
He's married to a woman, so I assume he isn't gay.
			 
			
			
				Thiel is adorable.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466967 time=1658967718 user_id=3254
Quote from: Thiel post_id=466964 time=1658967398 user_id=1688
Really?? Is Herman hetero?
He's married to a woman, so I assume he isn't gay.
All the good ones are either poor or straight.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Thiel post_id=466969 time=1658968148 user_id=1688
Quote from: Fashionista post_id=466967 time=1658967718 user_id=3254
He's married to a woman, so I assume he isn't gay.
All the good ones are either poor or straight.
The cost of reproduction.... :(
			 
			
			
				Herman IZZ a racist.
He named himself after Hermann Göring.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467009 time=1659015245 user_id=136
Herman IZZ a racist.
He named himself after Hermann Göring.
Not Herman Munster?
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=467011 time=1659015309 user_id=3254
Quote from: Odinson post_id=467009 time=1659015245 user_id=136
Herman IZZ a racist.
He named himself after Hermann Göring.
Not Herman Munster?
As much as he likes music I presumed it was an homage to 'Herman's Hermits'.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=467013 time=1659015716 user_id=3381
Quote from: Fashionista post_id=467011 time=1659015309 user_id=3254
Not Herman Munster?
As much as he likes music I presumed it was an homage to 'Herman's Hermits'.
According to Herman, the only band that ever existed was Lynard Skynard.
			 
			
			
				Did Herman have some kind of a medical operation?
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467042 time=1659032415 user_id=136
Did Herman have some kind of a medical operation?
Yes, he did.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467050 time=1659035292 user_id=2015
Quote from: Odinson post_id=467042 time=1659032415 user_id=136
Did Herman have some kind of a medical operation?
Yes, he did.
I hope it went well.
			 
			
			
				I miss Herman.......I hope he's feeling better.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=467233 time=1659135141 user_id=3254
I miss Herman.......I hope he's feeling better.
Samesies.
			 
			
			
				Was he having a procedure? 
 He told me kinda what was going on. I hope he is doing good.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467248 time=1659137737 user_id=3266
 He told me kinda what was going on. I hope he is doing good.
An operation.
			 
			
			
				I texted Herman this morning. He hasn't responded yet. He is probably enjoying the drugs they prescribed for him.
			
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467380 time=1659199166 user_id=2015
I texted Herman this morning. He hasn't responded yet. He is probably enjoying the drugs they prescribed for him.
 Forums are so much more fun on drugs. They really are. 
 When I was on IV Diluaded for two weeks in the hospital....all I did was watch Adventure Time, eat ice cream cups and argue with Prowler about how humans do not have enzymes to digest meat.  ac_toofunny 
 I dont think he knew how loaded I was lol.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467380 time=1659199166 user_id=2015
I texted Herman this morning. He hasn't responded yet. He is probably enjoying the drugs they prescribed for him.
They gave him drugs to cope with pain I presume? Doctors are the biggest enablers of drug addiction. Fuck, why not fill his fridge with barrel wash too.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467396 time=1659201087 user_id=56
Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467380 time=1659199166 user_id=2015
I texted Herman this morning. He hasn't responded yet. He is probably enjoying the drugs they prescribed for him.
They gave him drugs to cope with pain I presume? Doctors are the biggest enablers of drug addiction. Fuck, why not fill his fridge with barrel wash too.
 They really are. I ended up gut hooked on pain killers and that's what started my whole drug problem. 
 If they would take people off the meds properly and treated the dependencies people form, less people would end up running to the streets.  
 Cant let people suffer in pain....but we dont need to set them up for a drug addiction either.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467432 time=1659205882 user_id=3266
Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467396 time=1659201087 user_id=56
They gave him drugs to cope with pain I presume? Doctors are the biggest enablers of drug addiction. Fuck, why not fill his fridge with barrel wash too.
 They really are. I ended up gut hooked on pain killers and that's what started my whole drug problem. 
 If they would take people off the meds properly and treated the dependencies people form, less people would end up running to the streets.  
 Cant let people suffer in pain....but we dont need to set them up for a drug addiction either.
Unless Herm wasn't forthcoming about his addictions. However, if he wasn't, his wife or his son should've told the doctor, no painkillers for him.
			 
			
			
				I asked Herm in a text how he's doing. He replied, "okay" and nothing else. He isn't the type of guy to whine about feeling pain.
			
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467480 time=1659220821 user_id=2015
I asked Herm in a text how he's doing. He replied, "okay" and nothing else. He isn't the type of guy to whine about feeling pain.
Has he sent anything since IHJ?
I'm getting worried about Herman.
			 
			
			
				I was just thinking the same thing 
anyone seen Herman? 
Hope he's ok... that's a cool bro right there
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467763 time=1659300775 user_id=3214
I was just thinking the same thing 
anyone seen Herman? 
Hope he's ok... that's a cool bro right there
He's a decent man and I hope he's doing alright.
Most people don't know this, but he's a multi-millionaire. Have anybody ever seen Herman brag about his money? He's classy.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467767 time=1659301353 user_id=56
Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467763 time=1659300775 user_id=3214
I was just thinking the same thing 
anyone seen Herman? 
Hope he's ok... that's a cool bro right there
He's a decent man and I hope is doing alright.
Most people don't know this, but he's a multi-millionaire. Have anybody ever seen Herman brag about his money? He's classy.
I hear that
I bragged alot about my success at BF but that's only because it used to invoke the juiciest meltdowns from worthless tax payer leeching septics like seamajor and admong
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467771 time=1659301533 user_id=3214
Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467767 time=1659301353 user_id=56
He's a decent man and I hope is doing alright.
Most people don't know this, but he's a multi-millionaire. Have anybody ever seen Herman brag about his money? He's classy.
I hear that
I bragged alot about my success at BF but that's only because it used to invoke the juiciest meltdowns from worthless tax payer leeching septics like seamajor and admong
I get that. Herman isn't the type to talk much about his wealth, and he's loaded. I would say only Zetsu is richer than Herman.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467763 time=1659300775 user_id=3214
I was just thinking the same thing 
anyone seen Herman? 
Hope he's ok... that's a cool bro right there
I'm really worried about Herman.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Fashionista post_id=467781 time=1659302402 user_id=3254
Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467763 time=1659300775 user_id=3214
I was just thinking the same thing 
anyone seen Herman? 
Hope he's ok... that's a cool bro right there
I'm really worried about Herman.
If there is a person who can handle what Herman's going though it's Herman himself. He's tough as nails.
			 
			
			
				Herman is aces with me
			
			
			
				He should stick to weed and swish/beer.
Thats what Fashie does.
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467771 time=1659301533 user_id=3214
Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467767 time=1659301353 user_id=56
He's a decent man and I hope is doing alright.
Most people don't know this, but he's a multi-millionaire. Have anybody ever seen Herman brag about his money? He's classy.
I hear that
I bragged alot about my success at BF but that's only because it used to invoke the juiciest meltdowns from worthless tax payer leeching septics like seamajor and admong
 You did that because they tried to shit talk my trailor in the woods! 
 And that 3.5k that was actually 4k and a car lol.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467809 time=1659311891 user_id=3266
Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467771 time=1659301533 user_id=3214
I hear that
I bragged alot about my success at BF but that's only because it used to invoke the juiciest meltdowns from worthless tax payer leeching septics like seamajor and admong
 You did that because they tried to shit talk my trailor in the woods! 
 And that 3.5k that was actually 4k and a car lol.
I mean, aren't they the ones who brag about their little pissant degrees that got them nowhere in life?
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467813 time=1659317174 user_id=3214
Quote from: Dove post_id=467809 time=1659311891 user_id=3266
 You did that because they tried to shit talk my trailor in the woods! 
 And that 3.5k that was actually 4k and a car lol.
I mean, aren't they the ones who brag about their little pissant degrees that got them nowhere in life?
 Yes we are all uneducated AF.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467815 time=1659317521 user_id=3266
Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467813 time=1659317174 user_id=3214
I mean, aren't they the ones who brag about their little pissant degrees that got them nowhere in life?
 Yes we are all uneducated AF.
yeah.. they're so educated and can't even compose proper sentences most of the time and amounted to jack shit in life 
lot of good that education did them
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Biggie Smiles" post_id=467817 time=1659317785 user_id=3214
Quote from: Dove post_id=467815 time=1659317521 user_id=3266
 Yes we are all uneducated AF.
yeah.. they're so educated and can't even compose proper sentences most of the time and amounted to jack shit in life 
lot of good that education did them
 The choices of types, errors and the timing they use to not pick the posts of others always cracks me up. 
 They make complete idiots of themselves. No self awareness.  They just overlook eachothers errors lol.
			 
			
			
				What are we talking about here? Is this more Oak and lib stuff?
			
			
			
				No politics from me Erica..
I miss Herman and I hope he's well.
			
			
			
				Herman will pull through.
			
			
			
				He'll be pulling thimble fulls of barrel wash soon like a Shen Li hovering over a bucket of extra crispy KFC...
			
			
			
				Quote from: "The Treasurer" post_id=467828 time=1659321400 user_id=3382
Herman will pull through.
I know he's a strong man.
			 
			
			
				Is Herman a real millionaire or just a millionaire in Canadian dollars?
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467914 time=1659372470 user_id=136
Is Herman a real millionaire or just a millionaire in Canadian dollars?
We don't know.....he doesn't talk about his wealth..
I think people are making assumptions based on what he owns.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467914 time=1659372470 user_id=136
Is Herman a real millionaire or just a millionaire in Canadian dollars?
He has money. He owns all his land free and clear, no mortgage. Add in all his breeding livestock and equipment on top of that.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467959 time=1659385513 user_id=2015
Did you know some people call you IHJ?
I know it... now. LoL
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Garraty_47 post_id=467961 time=1659386670 user_id=3381
Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467959 time=1659385513 user_id=2015
Did you know some people call you IHJ?
I know it... now. LoL
So, I've read. :laugh3:
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467959 time=1659385513 user_id=2015
Quote from: Odinson post_id=467914 time=1659372470 user_id=136
Is Herman a real millionaire or just a millionaire in Canadian dollars?
He has money. He owns all his land free and clear, no mortgage. Add in all his breeding livestock and equipment on top of that.
A new John Deere and Avant? ac_wot
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467964 time=1659387799 user_id=136
Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467959 time=1659385513 user_id=2015
He has money. He owns all his land free and clear, no mortgage. Add in all his breeding livestock and equipment on top of that.
A new John Deere and Avant? ac_wot
Farm equipment is expensive.
			 
			
			
				I'm very happy for people who have done well financially. 
 I grew up poor and struggled a lot as a young adult/single mom. But I've never had any bitterness or envy of other people.  And regardless of certain sorts of rumors..
.I have never tried to find any man to financially take care of me.  And I also have nothing against women who DO want a male to financially take care of them. I really had no idea Big was so well off when I met him....and I didnt care about his wealth at all.  I didnt care a certain someone else was more poor.....he was just a rotten and shallow person.  Funny how that works. 
 We are not wealthy by any stretch but we are not poor either. Inflation does sting us. But we are blessed and happy in our life and are always willing to help someone out.  
 I like authentic people. Regardless of what they have or dont have.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467966 time=1659389075 user_id=3266
I have never tried to find any man to financially take care of me. 
You proved that when you dated that Martini/Flynn guy. I heard he doesn't even own a car.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467968 time=1659389493 user_id=2015
Quote from: Dove post_id=467966 time=1659389075 user_id=3266
I have never tried to find any man to financially take care of me. 
You proved that when you dated that Martini/Flynn guy. I heard he doesn't even own a car.
 Dont get me wrong.....If I were single I would definately not get serious with a man who doesnt have a solid job and his own car. 
 I already have children and there are scum bag losers who will cling to women and be a burden on her. 
 I was okay with it on the basis where he was fun to talk to and hang with. But there was no way I was going to have a relationship with someone where I would have to be paying for everything. 
 It's not that I want someones money. Its that I dont wanna have to always pay for everything spending time with them. 
 The only people I'm willing to spend my money on to hang out with are my own children. I will pay for all the "dates" I go on with my children and support THEM. I should not and I would not ever do that for a grown man. 
 Hanging out was fine.  I didnt look down on him over this.....but he is so materialistic and shallow it's incredible. Its not an act for the forums, that's how he is and its unbelievably sad and repulsive. 
 The ethic is what I find attractive. Someone who works and takes pride in that who is reliable and down to earth. That attracts me more than the actual income. I like generosity and people who genuinely enjoy being alive.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=467970 time=1659390489 user_id=3266
Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467968 time=1659389493 user_id=2015
You proved that when you dated that Martini/Flynn guy. I heard he doesn't even own a car.
 Dont get me wrong.....If I were single I would definately not get serious with a man who doesnt have a solid job and his own car. 
 I already have children and there are scum bag losers who will cling to women and be a burden on her. 
 I was okay with it on the basis where he was fun to talk to and hang with. But there was no way I was going to have a relationship with someone where I would have to be paying for everything. 
 It's not that I want someones money. Its that I dont wanna have to always pay for everything spending time with them. 
 The only people I'm willing to spend my money on to hang out with are my own children. I will pay for all the "dates" I go on with my children and support THEM. I should not and I would not ever do that for a grown man. 
 Hanging out was fine.  I didnt look down on him over this.....but he is so materialistic and shallow it's incredible. Its not an act for the forums, that's how he is and its unbelievably sad and repulsive. 
 The ethic is what I find attractive. Someone who works and takes pride in that who is reliable and down to earth. That attracts me more than the actual income. I like generosity and people who genuinely enjoy being alive.
I get it. I would not want my sisters getting involved with someone like that Martini/Flynn guy if he is even half the loser that I've read he is. Guys like that will only bring you down.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "iron horse jockey" post_id=467971 time=1659390965 user_id=2015
Quote from: Dove post_id=467970 time=1659390489 user_id=3266
 Dont get me wrong.....If I were single I would definately not get serious with a man who doesnt have a solid job and his own car. 
 I already have children and there are scum bag losers who will cling to women and be a burden on her. 
 I was okay with it on the basis where he was fun to talk to and hang with. But there was no way I was going to have a relationship with someone where I would have to be paying for everything. 
 It's not that I want someones money. Its that I dont wanna have to always pay for everything spending time with them. 
 The only people I'm willing to spend my money on to hang out with are my own children. I will pay for all the "dates" I go on with my children and support THEM. I should not and I would not ever do that for a grown man. 
 Hanging out was fine.  I didnt look down on him over this.....but he is so materialistic and shallow it's incredible. Its not an act for the forums, that's how he is and its unbelievably sad and repulsive. 
 The ethic is what I find attractive. Someone who works and takes pride in that who is reliable and down to earth. That attracts me more than the actual income. I like generosity and people who genuinely enjoy being alive.
I get it. I would not want my sisters getting involved with someone like that Martini/Flynn guy if he is even half the loser that I've read he is. Guys like that will only bring you down.
 Indeed. He is so much....SO much drama.
			 
			
			
				I use my good looks, social skills and "ze package" to attract ladies.
But I do have money and I´m pretty well educated too.
Its "le package" in French.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=467974 time=1659391341 user_id=136
I use my good looks, social skills and "ze package" to attract ladies.
But I do have money and I´m pretty well educated too.
Its "le package" in French.
You're so modest too.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: "Shen Li" post_id=467979 time=1659392596 user_id=56
Quote from: Odinson post_id=467974 time=1659391341 user_id=136
I use my good looks, social skills and "ze package" to attract ladies.
But I do have money and I´m pretty well educated too.
Its "le package" in French.
You're so modest too.
Thank you.  :laugh3:
			 
			
			
				Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
			
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
 Hope you rest up really well and thank you for checking in! We were worrying about you.   ac_wub
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Dove post_id=468766 time=1659659929 user_id=3266
Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
 Hope you rest up really well and thank you for checking in! We were worrying about you.   ac_wub
Thanks kid. Old Herman aint got a lot of get up and go right now. But, it's getting better, for now.
			 
			
			
				Good to hear from Herman again.
			
			
			
				Quote from: cw_ post_id=468774 time=1659660427 user_id=3226
Good to hear from Herman again.
 ac_drinks
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
Herman
 ac_smile
			 
			
			
				[size=150]HERMAN'S BACK !!!! [/size]  :yahoo:   ac_smile  ac_drinks  ac_hithere
			
			
			
				Quote from: "Oliver Clotheshoffe" post_id=468779 time=1659661976 user_id=3349
The barrel wash is on me.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
I had 2 surgeries last March. It took me 14 week to fully heal. 
Ugh... one day, week at a time!~
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=468781 time=1659662154 user_id=1689
The barrel wash is on me.
 
			
			
				Quote from: caskur post_id=468783 time=1659662967 user_id=2156
Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
I had 2 surgeries last March. It took me 14 week to fully heal. 
Ugh... one day, week at a time!~
I read with Herman's surgery it takes six to eight weeks to fully recover..
But, then he has procedures after that.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=468749 time=1659657718 user_id=1689
Old Herman aint feeling too energetic. It's been ten days since my surgery.  I am getting better. Give me another week and i will have more to say about this.
Hey Herm. I am glad you are back. This place isn't the same without your input.
			 
			
			
				Herman.
Did they fix what was ailing you?
			
			
			
				Quote from: Odinson post_id=470469 time=1660352222 user_id=136
Herman.
Did they fix what was ailing you?
Not one hundred percent. I still gotta do radiation in a few months. I hope it works. I aint holding my breath.
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=470470 time=1660352612 user_id=1689
Quote from: Odinson post_id=470469 time=1660352222 user_id=136
Herman.
Did they fix what was ailing you?
Not one hundred percent. I still gotta do radiation in a few months. I hope it works. I aint holding my breath.
Only hold your breath when you're going down on your bird after she's returned from a jog..   
Otherwise, take turkey tail mushroom supplements...
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=470470 time=1660352612 user_id=1689
Quote from: Odinson post_id=470469 time=1660352222 user_id=136
Herman.
Did they fix what was ailing you?
Not one hundred percent. I still gotta do radiation in a few months. I hope it works. I aint holding my breath.
 :ohmy:
			 
			
			
				This is the song I want played at my funeral or celebration of life at a Ukrainian cultural lodge.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oddo4MVeeBY
			
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=470470 time=1660352612 user_id=1689
Quote from: Odinson post_id=470469 time=1660352222 user_id=136
Herman.
Did they fix what was ailing you?
Not one hundred percent. I still gotta do radiation in a few months. I hope it works. I aint holding my breath.
Im rootin' for ya man. I know you can beat this shit, you're tough. 
I got a friend, who is roughly 20-25 years older than you, just went through all that stuff too. And he was fragile. He was bouncing around at the music festival this past weekend like nothing ever happened. Was good to see.
Chin up man, your body will heal faster than if you're down  ac_drinks
			 
			
			
				Quote from: Herman post_id=470662 time=1660441800 user_id=1689
This is the song I want played at my funeral or celebration of life at a Ukrainian cultural lodge.
I fully approve  :thumbup: 
Its good to have that kind of music picked out, no matter how old you are, cause ya never know! Like my lil sis, so sudden, and we didnt know what music to play at first. I played Amazing Grace on my fiddle. At my funeral, I prefer it on bagpipes. But I have a few other songs selected as well. Think I did a thread on this subject a few years ago on here, something about what music you want played at your funeral.
			 
			
			
				What's going on Herman? Send me a message.