...discharge a 00 Buck shell into my skull.
Many reasons, actually, but most aren't really important, as they are minor for all intents and purposes.
Wanna know what it is? Isolation.
Charles Manson has a young, good looking girl.
Jaycee Dugard case? That fucker had a wife that helped him, AND ran a successful business? WTF?
I am sick of hearing it time and time again, where even the scum of society seemingly live a good life.
Those on Death Row are admired by many.
I am isolated. I am living in a 'Virtual' death row. Complete isolation.
Women don't like me. Never have, and never will.
Keep in mind I'm not some 600 pound bed-ridden 'problem'...
I own buckshot for a reason... It's not for intruders. It's for myself.
As every day goes by, my self worth (what little is left), just doesn't feel the need to live in this world anymore.
I cannot change the others. I can only change myself.
I don't want to live the last half of my life like the first.
It's simply not worth it.
All my life I have witnessed the unfairness... The brutality... The coldness... Human nature doesn't change.
It is always the same. Others have vented their rage outwards, with drastic results. I have learned to focus these issues inwards. My problems are my problems, and nobody else should have to suffer because of them.
Isolation.... When mass murderers and rapists have a better life than you do...
When Death Row inmates get more pussy than you will ever get... I know I'm not a bad looking guy. I'm no Brad Pitt, but for my age I know I'm at least OK.
I lack self esteem. It fucking sucks.
And I know nothing will change. That's the really shitty thing.
You're not in Kansas anymore Dorothy.
Quote from: "Asian Pride"
Many reasons, actually, but most aren't really important, as they are minor for all intents and purposes.
Wanna know what it is? Isolation.
Charles Manson has a young, good looking girl.
Jaycee Dugard case? That fucker had a wife that helped him, AND ran a successful business? WTF?
I am sick of hearing it time and time again, where even the scum of society seemingly live a good life.
Those on Death Row are admired by many.
I am isolated. I am living in a 'Virtual' death row. Complete isolation.
Women don't like me. Never have, and never will.
Keep in mind I'm not some 600 pound bed-ridden 'problem'...
I own buckshot for a reason... It's not for intruders. It's for myself.
Oh my goodness, don't do that Asian Pride..
I wish I could do more, but I live in a different city and I am not a qualified counsellor..
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Please give this organization a call Asian Pride.
https://plus.google.com/108335745106762388655/about?gl=ca&hl=en
1 604-675-3985
Yap, yap, yap, yap, yap.
Change the fucking record already. Jumping Jeeeesus Fucking H. Christ this is tedious.
Quote from: "Renee"
Change the fucking record already. Jumping Jeeeesus Fucking H. Christ this is tedious.
Mel's become as repetitious as fucking hornung.