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Messages - Punta

#1
Every day gets harder and harder.  I really do envy the rest of the world.



I don't ever cut anyone down, unless in jest...



I don't know what the fuck to do now.
#2
"Ending it" is still on my mind every day, mostly in passing though...



I am still in good health.  It probably wouldn't take much for me to decide to end things, like a cancer diagnosis.



I know my Mother was depressed, or moreso narcissistic with her.  I know I am...  I turned into what she was, and I hated her...  She was a violent, depressed alcoholic that had no business raising me.



She had no business having a kid, and luckily she stopped at one.



I am fucking furious that she would have a kid that she never gave a fuck about.
#3
Quote from: "Blurt"No, Mel. You're a wannabe-MGTOW.



Your co-dependency prevents you from obtaining your MGTOW papers.


You are probably correct.  With the loss of my parents, I now have no family here whatsoever.



I am alone, literally.  Friends that are mostly distant, for all intents and purposes, and no family.  Some friends seem to get closer when they know you have money, and others that all of a sudden don't talk to you anymore.  It's a strange, but quite expected, phenomenon...



I seriously don't know what to do, how to proceed, or what I'm ever going to do.



It's really sad when all that I think of, is if my will is in order.  Worried that probate wouldn't be finished before my death.



How my mind lives, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.



I don't know...  I try, I really do.  I don't know what to do.



I would like a significant other, but that hasn't worked since highschool.  I wasn't cool then, and I'm not cool now.



I waited before getting fat and popping out kids...  The others did not wait.



I am stuck in an other era, it seems...
#4
Quote from: "Odinson"The 1st white rapper.


Not quite.



However, the first White rapper that managed to break into the genre at a worldwide level!
#5
Quote from: "Blurt"And, like ol' Rip, you'd soon have a bunch of middle-aged mothers swooning over you.


Nice!  I could take my pick!
#6
The Guest Nest / Re: Jesus Christ!
July 06, 2016, 04:38:54 AM
To clear the air and clarify here, I have nothing against any poster...



Renee likes to post her "real-ness," and she doesn't muzzle herself in any given way, with anyone.



Which is fine!  I like that!  I like her, and I like that "freedom!"



Sadly, she doesn't seem very well equipped to "take it," either...



I know people, and I know posters...  I am a very good judge of character...  Both on-line, and in real life.



I will never dig too deep into a poster that doesn't warrant that...



Renee isn't fit to Mod this forum.
#7
Quote from: "Annie"I'm happy to see you Blurt  ac_smile


Blurt is OK...  He's one of the smartest women around the forums!
#8
The Flea Trap / Re: What's The Worst in your Mouth
July 06, 2016, 03:56:26 AM
Quote from: "Blurt"ac_smile


I really want to reply also, but I won't, out of respect...
#9
The Guest Nest / Re: Jesus Christ!
July 06, 2016, 03:54:46 AM
Typical Negroes...
#10
Quote from: "Odinson"Yeah but it looks good on me..


Odie, it probably doesn't...



However, can you even post here freely now?  You probably cannot, with the "mod approval" bullshit...
#11
The Guest Nest / Re: Jesus Christ!
July 06, 2016, 03:51:31 AM
Posters shouldn't have to babysit Mods...
#12
The Guest Nest / Re: Jesus Christ!
July 06, 2016, 03:50:19 AM
Renee, GO TO BED!