Portland

[Anonymous]

I don't go by the media. I go by what I see.



And what I see is this: every wild or cultivated edible that I've ever seen being picked clean was being picked clean by White folks, usually women.

Then you haven't witnessed the Chinks in Langley stripping the bushes clear of berries.  There's hardly any Chinks in Langley even, so they come from all around, like fucking locusts...

[Frood]

I don't go by the media. I go by what I see.



And what I see is this: every wild or cultivated edible that I've ever seen being picked clean was being picked clean by White folks, usually women.

We have strict limits on shellfish here and it's usually Asian men and women running up from the shoreline with multiple buckets of pippies (small clams) and other assorted mollusks in the odd hours....





...apparently, we also had similar problems with Greek and Italian migrants in the 50's and 60's with bags of seagulls...

[Renee]

While I don't regret the experience at all, it has taught me what I already kind of knew...  People are generally full of shit, and will leave when they have no further use for you.  I've had a dozen+ one-night-stands/short term relationships, and of course an intelligent person would not expect those to last...



I'm usually a very good judge of character though, so when this girl proclaimed her 'undying love for me forever,' even asking me for marriage (which I made happen), I thought things were off to a good start.  I didn't really change, but she eventually did.  And then you get tossed to the side...  She had a good life with me.  Not a worry in the world.  She didn't even have to lift a finger, which was a good thing, as she was fucking lazy and didn't like lifting fingers in the first place.



So to sum it up, I'm not really in a big rush to recreate this again.  The simpletons on this forum can go on and on about me being an incel, that I'm this, that I'm that...  It shows more of whom they really are to be honest...  I've experienced enough with the opposite sex in my lifetime, that for now the lesser of two evils is to keep a low profile, do my own thing, and take care of my own shit.

I find it interesting that you would say that you injun wife was "lazy". Usually they are very hard working. Scraping Buffalo hide and cleaning up around the meth lab is hard work. You must have hooked a bad one...





But seriously, if life was as wonderful for her as you claim...why in God's green earth did she leave? I mean have you examined this issue objectivity or with a little bit of introspection? The only reason I can think of is that she fell out of love with hou and then you have to ask yourself, WHY. BUT also if she was as mercenary as you have claimed in the past, I'm not even sure that having no feels for you would be a good enough reason to hit the bricks....  There are lot of holes in your story...but I understand if you don't want to discuss them. Facing the faults that everyone sees in you has never been your strong suit...ac_umm

[Anonymous]

i eat the fish

Yes, we know.

 :001_rolleyes:

[Anonymous]

Berry? This true? You ever been stripped bare by a Chinese national?

Although poor little Mel is trying to hide the shame, yes he was. He was sexually assaulted by Shen Li. He deals with the PTSD of that night with copious amounts of alcohol and tissues.

[cc]

.... He was sexually assaulted by Shen Li  ......

Pics Pics Pics ... Vids even better

[Anonymous]

Berry? This true? You ever been stripped bare by a Chinese national?

Although poor little Mel is trying to hide the shame, yes he was. He was sexually assaulted by Shen Li. He deals with the PTSD of that night with copious amounts of alcohol and tissues.

That would explain why he hid his face with his drawers. He feels so dirty.

[Blurt]

That pic is something else, I tell you.



Mel acquainting himself with the aroma of mangina.

[cc]

I want action vids of the attack

[Anonymous]

I want action vids of the attack

So, do I.

[Anonymous]

But seriously, if life was as wonderful for her as you claim...why in God's green earth did she leave? I mean have you examined this issue objectivity or with a little bit of introspection? The only reason I can think of is that she fell out of love with hou and then you have to ask yourself, WHY. BUT also if she was as mercenary as you have claimed in the past, I'm not even sure that having no feels for you would be a good enough reason to hit the bricks....  There are lot of holes in your story...but I understand if you don't want to discuss them. Facing the faults that everyone sees in you has never been your strong suit...ac_umm

Of course it's objective, Renee.  Anyone that has been through a breakdown of a marriage/serious relationship, knows that there's three stories:  His story, her story, and the actual truth, which usually lies somewhere around the middle, IMHO.



I know I'm not the perfect man, but she was taken care of.  If she had a problem, I'd solve it.  It's in my nature to take care of other people better than I take care of myself, as I obtain more personal satisfaction helping out others.  In hindsight, I think that may have been my weakness also...



Everything was good until she reached her own (temporary) financial independence, which I pushed her towards...  We didn't have a place of our own yet, but I begged her to be patient.  We were both making money, but her bank account was ZERO, while I managed to save up about $20,000 for a down payment for our own shit.



Yet she still wasn't satisfied.  She lost job after job, and floated from rental suite to rental suite, until she became homeless.  Only then did she move back into a Condo that I now owned!



Still wasn't good enough, I guess...  She just up and left one day when I was at work!  Moved back with Mom & Dad.  I didn't do or say anything to bring that on.



I think she used me, to get out of her position in life...  She wanted to be close to a big city, and I could offer that.  Her car was a broken down piece of shit, so I bought her a new car.  I could fix some of her problems, and as long as I could, she was OK.



When I no longer served a purpose anymore, she packed up and left, and I think it's just as simple as that...

[Renee]

But seriously, if life was as wonderful for her as you claim...why in God's green earth did she leave? I mean have you examined this issue objectivity or with a little bit of introspection? The only reason I can think of is that she fell out of love with hou and then you have to ask yourself, WHY. BUT also if she was as mercenary as you have claimed in the past, I'm not even sure that having no feels for you would be a good enough reason to hit the bricks....  There are lot of holes in your story...but I understand if you don't want to discuss them. Facing the faults that everyone sees in you has never been your strong suit...ac_umm

Of course it's objective, Renee.  Anyone that has been through a breakdown of a marriage/serious relationship, knows that there's three stories:  His story, her story, and the actual truth, which usually lies somewhere around the middle, IMHO.



I know I'm not the perfect man, but she was taken care of.  If she had a problem, I'd solve it.  It's in my nature to take care of other people better than I take care of myself, as I obtain more personal satisfaction helping out others.  In hindsight, I think that may have been my weakness also...



Everything was good until she reached her own (temporary) financial independence, which I pushed her towards...  We didn't have a place of our own yet, but I begged her to be patient.  We were both making money, but her bank account was ZERO, while I managed to save up about $20,000 for a down payment for our own shit.



Yet she still wasn't satisfied.  She lost job after job, and floated from rental suite to rental suite, until she became homeless.  Only then did she move back into a Condo that I now owned!



Still wasn't good enough, I guess...  She just up and left one day when I was at work!  Moved back with Mom & Dad.  I didn't do or say anything to bring that on.



I think she used me, to get out of her position in life...  She wanted to be close to a big city, and I could offer that.  Her car was a broken down piece of shit, so I bought her a new car.  I could fix some of her problems, and as long as I could, she was OK.



When I no longer served a purpose anymore, she packed up and left, and I think it's just as simple as that...

What I'm reading here is that you think it was all on her...She used you to achieve a certain lifestyle and financial convenience because she was either reluctant or incapable of taking responsibility for her own financial welfare and living arrangement. At least that's what it seems you are saying.



It still doesn't make sense. If she was dependent on you to get her all the things she needed in life then why did she leave?...Something doesn't add up.  ac_umm But if you don't want to talk about it and if you just want to lay blame elsewhere,...that's fine by me. Nothing ever really changes and it's par for the course.



So that being said, ever think that because she was an injun,...maybe your lodge pole just wasn't impressive enough?....Or maybe you didn't have enough stallions in your pony herd....if you catch my drift...

[Anonymous]

What I'm reading here is that you think it was all on her...She used you to achieve a certain lifestyle and financial convenience because she was either reluctant or incapable of taking responsibility for her own financial welfare and living arrangement. At least that's what it seems you are saying.



It still doesn't make sense. If she was dependent on you to get her all the things she needed in life then why did she leave?...Something doesn't add up.  ac_umm But if you don't want to talk about it and if you just want to lay blame elsewhere,...that's fine by me. Nothing ever really changes and it's par for the course.



So that being said, ever think that because she was an injun,...maybe your lodge pole just wasn't impressive enough?....Or maybe you didn't have enough stallions in your pony herd....if you catch my drift...

I never stated it was all on her, but I stand by my statement that in retrospect I think she did utilize the chance to get to a better place in life.  You first have to understand her initial situation:  She did have a job, but lived at home with parents (which she hated), drove a piece of shit car, and had student loan and credit card debts.  She also lived in a town that she didn't like.



I was the answer to all these problems, because I fixed them all.  The goal was to save downpayment for our own place.  She was having difficulty holding down work, and I was working hard saving money.  I had $20,000 at one point for downpayment, and just wanted her to be patient.  I wanted her to find work she'd be happy with also, before we took on a huge mortgage.  I was very patient with her in this regard.



Her goal was different...  The minute she found a steady full-time gig, she was already planning to leave (or at least so I believe).  She always wanted to live there, just not with me (IMHO).



So now she has a new car (fully paid for by me), no debts at all, and full time work.  She simply didn't need me anymore for anything...  And left.



However, that was to be short lived, since she eventually lost that job also, and became homeless.  I took her in out of pity for a while, but I knew it wouldn't work because of past events.  She was angry that she was homeless, angry at me, and was a cunt.  I wasn't putting up with that BS anymore at that point, and started putting my foot down for the first time.  Then she moved back home with her parents, got her old job back, and now rents out a shitty room in an apartment.  At least that's the last I heard.



My problem was that I was too generous.  I shouldn't have helped her out with anything initially, as that would've more than likely given me a true picture of what her motives really were, right from the beginning...

[Erica Mena]

When did you kill her cat?

[Anonymous]

When did you kill her cat?

I had to give away the cat long after she left, because she hated the cat and didn't want it.