I Need To Seek A Different Path...

[Anonymous]

That is not good. I like RW and Seoul. Both good contributors.



I don't know who DSM is, but he can't be worth fighting about.

He's not and like RW says, nobody is fighting. I like all the posters here, but some of RW's friends I can't stand. Number one on the list would be that enabling asskissing twat mimi. I'd like to beat the fucking hell out of her.

You should learn to be more like me and get along well with everyone.



hahaha

I'm fucking working on being a kinder, gentler Iron Chink. :001_tongue:

How's that working out for you?

 

[Annie]

Shows what little I know



1. soon  is seoul?  .. tell me it isn't so



2. Dsm is hilarious  ... funniest poster I've ever seen .. he does appear to suck up elsewhere, but I thinks its just that he backs away from ruffling anyone

The avy put me off initially, but then I saw how funny he was



 after what I saw of him I even recommended him here ...   did he go all BF here? .. don't know or understand that  at all .. and did not see any of him here so its a mystery to me



3. Moanreal went falsies  up again?

I Need To Seek A Different Path...

You do .. and you won't

Ohh realllly????  Soon is Seoul? ac_umm  

[Gallium]

2. Dsm is hilarious  ... funniest poster I've ever seen .. he does appear to suck up elsewhere, but I thinks its just that he backs away from ruffling anyone

The avy put me off initially, but then I saw how funny he was

I like your posts CC, but DSM is a fucking criminal...there's nothing funny about that.

[Annie]

I was turned off with the name AND his avie...yuck!  

[Gallium]

I was turned off with the name AND his avie...yuck!  

Understandable...he's based it off Ed Gein...a serial killer of young women and necrophiliac! Go figure.

[Annie]

I figured it was something nasty.

[Anonymous]

There was a time when I actually got out and did things...  Even when I was married to my ex, which wasn't that long ago, we did a lot of things together.



After the divorce (which was probably 80% my fault anyhow), things seemed to abruptly change with me.  I lost a lot of any 'passion' that I once had.  Not sure why, exactly.



Now, with the recent death of my parents (both of whom died way before I ever expected them to), things are now exceptionally lonely here for me.  I now have no family in the area at all, and a very small circle of friends (who in all reality most likely don't care if I lived or died).



Being single isn't the worst thing, but I do miss my ex.  She almost brought about a little 'stability' in my life...  It wasn't necessarily a bad thing, to be quite honest.  Left to my own devices, I am now literally drinking myself to death, with the only company being the bottle, some shit on YouTube, and the occasional posts on forums...



This isn't exactly how I want to live the rest of my life...  Single, alone, best friend the bottle and some crappy forum.  I'm not complaining about the forums, but you know what I mean here.



I am destroying myself, slowly but surely.  I woke up today with a big painful bump on the back of my head.  After hitting the Vodka, no doubt I must have fallen into something here, or onto the floor.



I know there's slim chance I'll ever get my ex back, but it would be nice to have some companionship again.  I think I'm ready...



Here's the problem, though...  Online dating is shit.  Look at these available women from my area...  It gives you an idea of what I have to work with, as far as local singles:



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Is this even a chick^^^?  Almost would have to grab it between the legs to make sure there's nothing dingling-dangling down there.



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Look what I'm dealing with here^^^.  The stuff of nightmares.





So, I have concluded that online dating is not for me.  I didn't meet my ex online, so odds are if I ever meet another female again, it won't be online either.  This means that I've got to change up my style, and get out more often.  It is the ONLY way.



I'm not that bad looking...  average at least, with a decent enough physique.  I have a full head of hair, and cash in the bank.  I have the prerequisites for attracting a significant other that's at least slightly better than average.  It's me that's holding back this potential.



I want this to happen.  Hopefully it can, in time.  I was better off with my ex, and hopefully I won't make the same mistakes with the next one that I did with her!  The only problem is, is that my ex was pretty good looking, and didn't have kids!  THAT will be a hard thing to duplicate again, but I NEVER settle for less...  If there's one, there will be more!



Making this happen though, requires more of me than getting depressed browsing POF...  It requires of me to get out more...  Meet new people.  Go to different venues.  Go to new places.  Killing my liver every night on these forums will make fuck all happen.



I truly want to believe that I am capable of doing more with my life, than being an isolated drunk.  Perhaps if I focus, I will find someone that not only puts up with me, but likes me!  Time will tell, but I must try...  There MUST be someone out there that would be compatible, no?  Won't find them on here though!



I like to ramble on, but that's about it!



Sometimes I debate closing all social media accounts...  Fuck the forums, fuck FaceShit, fuck all social media, and just retain an email account.  Maybe living away from the netz, and doing other shit with live people, isn't necessarily a bad thing...  Food for thought!



Anyhow, it is what it is!

 I mean this gently, but you should probably take some time to get good with you, so you can BE good companionship to another person, rather than just focusing on how to get someone to meet your need.

[Annie]

ohh ewww stop  that ffs

[Anonymous]

ohh ewww stop  that ffs

What? What did i do? Lol.

[Annie]

isn't that what what Mel posted?

[Anonymous]

Jo-Jo...



She could very well be Aryan stock...  Most likely is...  Sad but true!



Sadly, this is what is comes down to with women, Joe.  We all know men age like wine, and women age like milk.  



I am a good example of this...  I look better now than most females that are 10 years younger than me do!  I am not making this shit up, since I am usually very hard on myself!



I have been blesses with relatively decent physical genes...  Most women my age have not been.  They're fat and sagging, and wrinkled from sitting in the sun for 20 years, trying to tan themselves into looking like a Negro.



At this point?  My only real option is to go younger...  Plus, I don't have kids, I don't do kids, and I don't want kids, throws a whole other problem into the mix here...  Most women have kids.  The older they get, the better chance there is they've popped a few out!

 "Popped out a few"?   Is this the way you view motherhood?  Perhaps your problem is this shallow approach to humanity?

[Anonymous]

isn't that what what Mel posted?

i dunno... the handle says "smelltheglove" which is actualky pretty disturbing. Wth? Lol

[smell the glove]

I mean this gently, but you should probably take some time to get good with you, so you can BE good companionship to another person, rather than just focusing on how to get someone to meet your need.

Here's the thing...  I don't have any "needs" that I cannot fulfill myself.



I am 100% self sufficient in every way, shape and form.  And yes, I even clean out my own shitter without worry, so it's sparkly white porcelain...



A female to me, isn't brought in to take care of my "needs."  It's to just be there as a partner through life.



As such, and the position that I am in, I will not settle...  I have standards that the majority of Western women just cannot meet.  Too many decades of "Women's Lib" have ruined many women...  Too many years of making the White male out as a useless bafoon have ruined things.

[Anonymous]

I mean this gently, but you should probably take some time to get good with you, so you can BE good companionship to another person, rather than just focusing on how to get someone to meet your need.

Here's the thing...  I don't have any "needs" that I cannot fulfill myself.



I am 100% self sufficient in every way, shape and form.  And yes, I even clean out my own shitter without worry, so it's sparkly white porcelain...



A female to me, isn't brought in to take care of my "needs."  It's to just be there as a partner through life.



As such, and the position that I am in, I will not settle...  I have standards.

 Thats called a need. You have alot of work to do internally. Anyone who hooks up with you right now would be the one settling.

[smell the glove]

You're just bitter since you probably don't fit my profile...  I am sorry for that.